I Was Never There “What makes a grown man wan…

I Was Never There

“What makes a grown man wanna cry?
What makes him wanna take his life?”
What’s the only thing in the world capable to breaking down the soul and spirit of a man to the point where he has nothing left to live for?

“His happiness is never real
And mindless sex is how he feels”
When the joy escapes him and the love he once felt is gone, all he has left is lust and that will never be enough to replace the lost light.

“When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter
It won’t matter
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter
It won’t matter “
When the faithful moment comes that’s I’m out of the picture, it won’t make much of a difference anyway.

“It was like I was never there
It was like he was gone in thin air
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter
it won’t matter”
Everything will continue to move forward in the world and My exist will be as it was before, meaningless…

“When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter, it won’t matter
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter, it won’t matter
It was like I was never there
It was like he was gone in thin air
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter, it won’t matter”

“and now I know what love is
And I know it ain’t you for sure”
I’ve felt love, passion and happiness. It isn’t even close to what you truly are.

“You’d rather something toxic
So, I’ll poison myself again, again
‘Til I feel nothing
In my soul”
You want something as acidic and deadly as you, so i had to slowly kill off pieces of myself just to make you happy, and so i could feel again, but it wasn’t even worth it…

“I’m on the edge of something breaking
I feel my mind is slowly fadin’
If I keep going, I won’t make it
If I keep going, I won’t make it
And it’s all because of you
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you”
It won’t be long now until I’ve lost all of myself. My mind, body, and spirit alike will be reduced to nothing. And if i continue on this path, it won’t only be my destruction, but the destruction of everything around and all who are caught in the crossfire. And it’s all your fault…