Category: beauty behind the madness

Wasted times 
“Wasted times I spent with someo…

Wasted times

“Wasted times I spent with someone else.
She wasn’t even half of you. Reminiscin’ how you felt. “
The past few months were a complete disappointment. I spend it with someone who didn’t even come close to you, and even when i was with her you were the only one on my mind

“And even though you put my life through hell,
I can’t seem to forget ‘bout you, (’bout you).
I want you to myself”
It was hard being with you; you didn’t make it easy for me, but i think that’s what made it meaningful. I don’t want to struggle with anyone else. I just want you 

“And now I’m askin’, who do you belong to now?
Who you give that love to now? Who you pullin’ up on?
Who you gettin’ sprung for now?”
Are you with someone else? Have you moved on and forgotten about me? Are you fixing yourself up to look your best for someone else? Who else is worthy of your time and attention?

“And what they got that I ain’t got? ‘Cause I got a lot.
Don’t make me run up on ’em, got me blowin’ up their spot.
‘Cause I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings anyway;
I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings
Catchin’ feelings”
Are they really that much better than me? I can pull up on you right now and prove to you I’m better. It’s crazy, the more i think about it, the more I realized I’ve lost myself in you. But i don’t care.

“These girls only want you when you’re winnin’ (winnin’)
But you’ve been with me from the beginnin’ (ooh, yeah, yeah)”
Groupie types are all the same, they only want you when you’re poppin’, but you were different. You saw all that glamour and it didn’t matter at all to you.

“And I know right now that we’re not talkin’ (not talkin’)
I hope you know this dick is still an option”
We haven’t spoken in a while, but if you hit me up right now and asked to fuck, i wouldn’t hesitate

“’Cause I’ll beat it up (I’ll beat it up, yeah)
I took my time to learn the way your body functions”
You know how i can make you feel, that indescribable feeling. It took some doing, but after studying your body so carefully for so many years, I’ve perfected my craft when it comes to satisfying you

“You were equestrian, so ride it like a champion (I’ll beat it)
This sex will get you high without no other substance”
You’re a pro at riding horses, so i want you to ride me like you know what you’re doing. When I’m finished with you, you’ll be so out of your mind, the feeling will resemble a handful of pills. 

“So who do you belong to now? (Who do you belong to now?)
Who you give that love to now? (Who you give that love to now?)
Who you pullin’ up on?
Who you gettin’ sprung for now? (Who you gettin’ sprung for now?)”

“And what they got that I ain’t got? ‘Cause I got a lot (I got a lot)
Don’t make me run up on ’em, got me blowin’ up their spot (blowin’ up their spot)
‘Cause I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings anyway
I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings (feelings)”

“Wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t layin’ next to me
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t layin’ next to me”

Tell Your Friends

Tell Your Friends

Cxoachella

Cxoachella

Throwback to this

Throwback to this

Cxoachella

Cxoachella

Tell Your Friends // Call Out My Name

Tell Your Friends // Call Out My Name

Privilege “Enjoy your privileged life &lsquo…

Privilege

“Enjoy your privileged life
‘Cause I’m not gonna hold you through the night”
I hope you’re happy with the life you chose. Because I’m not gonna be here to keep you company anymore.

“We said our last goodbyes
So let’s just try to end it with a smile”
We have our closure, it’s all over; let’s not stay bitter towards each other. No hard feelings?

“And I don’t wanna hear that you are suffering
You are suffering no more”
and don’t come to me complaining that your heart is broken, your heart isn’t as damaged as mine. You don’t feel this pain. It’s not the same.

“’Cause I held you down when you were suffering
You were suffering”
You didn’t hurt when you were mine, and you won’t hurt after I’m gone; but i will.

“Lose your way, way, way
I got two red pills to take the blues away
Blues away, way, way
I got two red pills to take the blues away”
I’ve become something I’m not use to so i could adjust to you. Now that you’re gone, i need a former substitute to deal with the pain, something I’m comfortable with, that’s I’ve had before, that’s I’ve longed for for so long.

“And I’ma fuck the pain away, and I know I’ll be okay”
I just need to fuck this out of my system or until i feel nothing again.

“They said our love is just a game, I don’t care what they say”
Our relationship was never real to the world, but it was real to us. Well…it was real to me.

“But I’ma drink the pain away, I’ll be back to my old ways”
I’m resorting back to my old life, and i don’t know how i feel about it yet.

“And I got two red pills to take the blues away”
And that included popping pills I’ve got so long avoided. I don’t know where this will go…

“I don’t wanna hear that no more, no more
No more, no more
I don’t wanna hear that no more”

sleepy

sleepy

Trilogy edit by twentyeixght

Trilogy edit by twentyeixght

Call Out My Name “We found each other I helpe…

Call Out My Name

“We found each other
I helped you out of a broken place”
It was accidental in the beginning, we weren’t meant to stumble upon each other like this; you were so damaged and i thought i could help ease the pain.

“You gave me comfort
But falling for you was my mistake”
You made me feel so comfortable, at ease, and at peace. I wasn’t supposed to fall for you, but it was out of my control…

“I put you on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly”
You were my girl, and everyone. I was so happy to be with you, to claim you as my own.

“And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to me”
And wen i felt myself starting to slip into the darkness i kept to by my side so i could remember who i was now was.

“So call out my name
Call out my name when I kiss you so gently
I want you to stay
I want you to stay, even though you don’t want me”
When my lips brush against your, release my name from them. Please don’t leave me, i know your tired of me but please…

“Girl, why can’t you wait?
Girl, why can’t you wait ‘til I fall out of love?
Won’t you call out my name?
Girl, call out my name, and I’ll be on my way and
I’ll be on my…”
Why did you have to move on so quickly? Without even keeping my feelings in mind. Did they even matter to you in the first place?
I know you don’t want me anymore, but the moment you’d call on me, i wouldn’t hesitate to run to you…

“I said I didn’t feel nothing, baby but I lied”
I know what i told you, and i know what you remember, but none of it was true…

“I almost cut a piece of myself for your life”
I would have sacrificed my own flesh and life for you, doesn’t that mean anything?

“Guess I was just another pit stop
‘Til you made up your mind
You just wasted my time”
Guess it all didn’t matter to you; i was just here to keep you company and satisfy your body…you used me and you don’t even care…now i know what it feels like to be on the other side…

“You’re on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly”

“And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to…”

“So call out my name
So call out my name when I kiss you
So gently, I want you to stay
I want you to stay even though you don’t want me”

“Girl, why can’t you wait?
Girl, why can’t you wait ’til I fall out of loving?
Babe, call out my name
Just call out my name, and I’ll be on my way
Girl, I’ll be on my…”