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Angel“Angel,Knew you were special from the moment I saw…

Angel

“Angel,

Knew you were special from the moment I saw you, I saw you

Angel,

I feel you’re closer every time I call you, I call you”

I knew from the moment I looked at you that you were gonna
change my life the way no one else had. It’s like every time I hear your voice
or see your face, my love for you grows.

“Cause all I see are wings, I can see your wings

But I know what I am and the life I live, 

The life I live

And even though I sin, baby we are born to live

But I know time will tell if we’re meant for this, if we’re
meant for this”

I see the good in everything, but never in myself. I knew that
you were pure and could save me, but I also knew that that would be a waste of
your precious time. What I do could be considered sinister but I’m just doing
what I was made for. Eventually you’ll realize that and understand that this
would never work. That even though we love each other passionately, we could
never be forever

“And if we’re not

I hope you find somebody

I hope you find somebody,

I hope you find somebody

I hope you find somebody to love

Somebody to love

Somebody to love…”

I only want the best for you, even if it means you’re not with
me at the end…I just want you to be happy with whoever does it for you the
best. I know that I can’t bear to be without you, but I refuse to be selfish. I’d
do anything to make you happy, to see you smile, to brighten your life, even if
it means leaving it forever…

 

“Angel,

You’ll probably never take me back and I know this, I know this,

Angel,

I’m so desensitized to feeling these emotions, no emotions”

You see now that I’ve hurt you so deviously. It pains you to
realize that someone you trusted could cause you so much pain. You could never
forgive myself after what I’ve done, and my feelings are so disconnected that I
wouldn’t feel it if you did or didn’t. 

 

“Cause all I see are wings, I can see your wings

But I know what I am and the life I live, 

The life I live

And even though I sin, baby we are born to live

But I know time will tell if we’re meant for this, if we’re
meant for this”

 

“And if we’re not

I hope you find somebody

I hope you find somebody,

I hope you find somebody

I hope you find somebody to love

Somebody to love

Somebody to love…”

 

“And even though we live inside a dangerously empty life

You always seem to bring the light, you always seem to bring the
light”

Even though my world is dark, lifeless, meaningless, desireless,
tiresome and destroyed, somehow you’ve managed to rejuvenate it with your
energy. And all I was able to do was destroy that. It’s what I’m bond for and I
can’t control it. I wish I didn’t bring you into this. But at the same time, I
wish you’d never leave it

“I hope you find somebody

I hope you find somebody,

I hope you find somebody

I hope you find somebody to love

Somebody to love

Somebody to love…”

😋😋😋

😋😋😋

Die for You “I’m findin’ ways to articulate The…

Die for You

“I’m findin’ ways to articulate
The feeling I’m goin’ through
I just can’t say I don’t love you
‘Cause I love you”
I’m trying to find the right words to use that perfectly express how I feel. Saying I don’t love or care about you is a complete and total lie, but I’m sure you already know that.

“It’s hard for me to communicate the thoughts that I hold
But tonight I’m gon’ let you know
Let me tell the truth
Baby, let me tell the truth”
I’m by embarrassed by us, but rather I have a hard time explaining it to you. In need you to understand exactly how I feel about you.

“You know what I’m thinkin’
See it in your eyes
You hate that you want me
Hate it when you cry
You’re scared to be lonely
‘Specially in the night
I’m scared that I’ll miss you
Happens every time”
I think you already know what I wanna say, and you can’t fathom that. You’re so emotional after the way I treated you and at the same time you still want me. You don’t want to be alone anymore and I don’t wanna leave you again.

“I don’t want this feelin’
I can’t afford love
I try to find reason to pull us apart
It ain’t workin’ ’cause you’re perfect
And I know that you’re worth it
I can’t walk away”
I wish I didn’t feel love, I wish I was still my old self and just didn’t care about anyone or anything. I’ve been trying to go back to that way of life but you’ve changed me. You’re so amazing in every way and I can’t afford to lose you.

“Even though we’re going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It’ll never change my mind, ’cause baby
I would die for you
Baby I would die for you”
I know we have our problems but don’t let that discourage you. You’re still my girl, my queen, my everything and I would do Anything for you. You have to believe that. I don’t care about the petty fights or the time we spent apart, I would give you my all if I could.

“I’m finding ways to manipulate the feelin’ you’re goin’ through
But baby girl, I’m not blamin’ you
Just don’t blame me too”
I really just wanna change your mind about how you feel about me. I know you’re upset, but please just hear me out.

“’Cause I can’t take this pain forever
And you won’t find no one that’s better
‘Cause I’m right for you, babe
I think I’m right for you, babe”
This is excruciating torture. I can’t live without you. And even though you don’t want to admit it, we’re perfect for each other.

“You know what I’m thinkin’
See it in your eyes
You hate that you want me
Hate it when you cry”

“It ain’t workin’ ’cause you’re perfect
And I know that you’re worth it
I can’t walk away”

“Even though we’re going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby I would die for you
The distance and the time between us
It’ll never change my mind, ’cause baby
I would die for you
Baby I would die for you”

“I would die for you
I would lie for you
Keep it real with you
I would kill for you, my baby
I’m just sayin’, yeah
I would die for you
I would lie for you
Keep it real with you
I would kill for you, my baby”
I would do anything for you; rob, kill, steal. You’re so important to me. Whatever I have to do to prove myself to you and show you that you’re the most important thing in this world to me, I’ll sacrifice my life if I have to. Please understand…

“Even though we’re going through it
And it makes you feel alone
Just know that I would die for you
Baby I would die for you, yeah
The distance and the time between us
It’ll never change my mind, ’cause baby
I would die for you
Baby I would die for you, yeah babe
(Die for you)”

A conversation I had earlier today with my cousin, Kayla…Me: One week from today, I’m going…

A conversation I had earlier today with my cousin, Kayla…

Me: One week from today, I’m going to see The Weeknd live. I can’t wait, bro. I’m so excited.

Her: What day is it on???

Me: Sunday.

Her: Sunday??? That’s a ugly day for a concert. That’s God’s day.

Me: Well, his name Is Abel…

Her: 😆😆😆

Remember You (Abel’s verse only) “She’s about to earn…

Remember You (Abel’s verse only)

“She’s about to earn some bragging rights
I’m ‘bout to give it up like I’ve been holding back all night”
She’s about to have some stories to tell after tonight. I have this burning desire to release all the buildup energy and flusterations out on her.

“Girl, take pride in what you wanna do
Even if that means a new man every night inside of you”
Do t be ashamed of your thoughts and feelings, regardless of how others may look at you. It’s your life; do with it what you want.

“Baby, I don’t mind
You can tell by how I roll”
It doesn’t bother me clearly. I think it’s pretty obvious I’m far from perfect myself.

“Cause my clique hard and my cup cold
My tongue slurred cause I’m so throwed”
My crew and I are ruthless. Our drinks are always top notch, and I’m always out of my head.

“And I’m wiping sweat from my last show
And he’s TG and I’m XO”
I’m collaborating right now with one of the greats; a ruler of his own kingdom.

“I’m only here for one night
And I’mma be your memory
Sing it in my ears, so I can hear what you’re saying to me”
If you want me to leave tonight with you, you better tell me something worth listening to. After tonight, you’ll never see me again unless you close your eyes and reminisce.

“I got cups full of that Rose
Smoke anything that’s passed to me”
I’m mad cross faded, sticking til a pass out and smoking til I can’t breathe.

“Don’t worry ’bout my boys
I won’t need it for what I’m about to do to you”
And don’t pay any attention to my crew. They won’t bother us. They know your mine for the night.

“Bad bitch, girl I think I might get used to you
I’mma have to take your number when I’m through with you
All I ask of you is try to earn my memory
Make me remember you like you remember me
Bad bitch, girl I think I might get used to you
I’mma have to take your number when I’m through with you
All I ask of you is try to earn my memory
Make me remember you like you remember me”
You’re gorgeous in every aspect. You might even be worth another round. But for now, you need to show me that you’re worthy of me. Give me a reason to keep you around for longer than just a night. Make tonight worth more for me and you than just another memory. You have to make me want to see you again…

The Birds (Part 1)“Can’t you see? It won’t mean a thing to…

The Birds (Part 1)

“Can’t
you see?
It won’t mean a thing to me
I’ve been doing this too long
Baby girl, I’ve felt it all”

Don’t
you understand? None of this will ever phase me. I’ve been involved in this
lifestyle for so long, that I’m basically immune to any type of real feeling.
It’s all so numb to me.

“So watch out
If you try to play your luck
Ain’t nobody gonna care enough
To catch you fall”

Don’t
get involved with me; don’t get too close to me; don’t get attached to me; just
stay away. Of everyone else around you can see the toxins in me, then you
should open your eyes. They’re all right about me, and they won’t feel sorry
for you if you end up shattered.

“So don’t you fall in love
Don’t make me make you fall in love
Don’t make me make you fall in love with a nigga like me
Nobody needs to fall in love
I swear I’m just a bird
Girl, I’m just another bird
Don’t make me make you fall in love with a nigga like me
Like Me”

Don’t
get caught up with me; this is a warning. Leave your feelings out of it and
steer clear. I never stay in one place for long; I come and go as I please, and
take advantage of any and every one I come across. It’s for your own good.
Trust me.

“You tried
You tried to warn me
But baby, I’m warning you”

You
thought you were bad news, but I guarantee you that I’m far worse than anything
you’ve ever had, and anything you’ve ever done to anyone else. You’re nothing
compared to me.

“Girl, I’ll show you
This is no game
You’ll be falling to the point of no return
No return”

If you
really want to take that chance, I can show you just how bad it can get; you’ll
hate me and most of all you’ll hate yourself for even giving in to the
temptation.

“So don’t you fall in love
Don’t make me make you fall in love
Don’t make me make you fall in love with a nigga like me
Nobody needs to fall in love
I swear I’m just a bird
Girl, I’m just another bird
Don’t make me make you fall in love with a nigga like me
Like Me”

“I know you’re rolling hard with it, don’t lie
I know it’s got a hold of you
I know you’re rolling with it
Baby don’t you lie
Baby

I know you’re rolling hard with it, don’t lie
I know it’s got a hold of you
I know you’re rolling with it
Baby don’t you lie
Baby”

I know
you’re for the team, you’ve been with me since day one, and you think you know
me pretty well. But little do you know how much this life has changed me. Now I
have no morals, no heart, l=no love to give, not even love for myself. If I
don’t care about me, how can I care about you or anyone else? I tried to save you
at least, but you just refuse to listen. I don’t know what else to say to you…

“So don’t you fall in love
Don’t make me make you fall in love
Don’t make me make you fall in love with a nigga like me
Like me
Cuz girl I’m just a bird
I’m just another bird
Don’t make me make you fall in love with a nigga like me
Like me”

Girls born in the 90s “I make it look so easy Girl…

Girls born in the 90s

“I make it look so easy
Girl it’s so easy, so easy, so easy
Do what I do, it’s easy
Girl it’s so easy, so easy, so easy”
From the outside looking in, my lifestyle can be done by anyone. They’d be right too; not having real feelings for anyone or caring what the rest of the world thinks about me and what I do is a beautiful feeling. I encourage any and everyone to join in on the fun.

“I’m not trying to talk at all
Cause I’m tryna’ love you crazy
I’m tryna’ love you crazy”
I’m not one for small talk; I just want what I came here for, and that was to hear you scream my name in pleasure.

“Put some more inside your cup
Drink ‘till you numb the pain”
Keep taking your shots, get on my level and explore this fantasy world with me. I promise you’ll enjoy yourself.

“I got them touching on their bodies
These girls keep touching on their body
They got accustomed to the life we live
These girls born in, the 90s’ are dangerous”
I’ve got you touching yourself, loving yourself, pleasuring yourself to the thought of me while I’m sitting here next to you. You’ve fallen into my world now baby. You’re apart of the fantasy, the lifestyle. Can you handle it?

“I got ’em thinking that they want me
Although they know they’re not the only
I got them wanting to embrace their sins
These girls born in, the 90s’ are dangerous”
You know there were so many other just like you, I converted them all to XO, and they all fell in love with me just you are now. You’re not afraid of your demons anymore; you embrace them. I’m so proud of you. Now your just like me…

“I give it up so easy
Girl I’m too easy, too easy, too easy
I’ma fall in love until they leave me
Cause they gon’ leave me, gon’ leave me, gon’ leave me”
I make myself so vulnerable, and easy to be taken advantage of. These women who find me, some of them I turn out, but other already come like that. And they’re the worst ones…

“I’m not trying to talk at all
Cause I’m tryna’ love you crazy
I’m tryna’ love you crazy
Put some more inside your cup
Drink ’till you numb the pain”

“I got them touching on their bodies
These girls keep touching on their body
They got accustomed to the life we live
These girls born in, the 90s’ are dangerous
I got ’em thinking that they want me
Although they know they’re not the only
I got them wanting to embrace their sins
These girls born in, the 90s’ are dangerous”

“I’m not trying to talk at all
Cause I’m tryna’ love you crazy
I’m tryna’ love you crazy
Put some more inside your cup
Drink ’till you numb the pain”

“I got them touching on their bodies
These girls keep touching on their body
They got accustomed to the life we live
These girls born in, the 90s’ are dangerous
I got ’em thinking that they want me
Although they know they’re not the only
I got them wanting to embrace their sins
These girls born in, the 90s’ are dangerous”

Devil may cry “It won’t be in vainTo swallow all…

Devil may cry 

“It won’t be in vain

To swallow all your pain

And learn to love what burns

And gather courage to return”

Your bravery is praised and appreciated. Even though it hurts
you physically and mentally, you know you must go back

“Faces in the crowd

Faces in the crowd will smile again

And the devil may cry

The devil may cry at the end of the night

Faces in the crowd

Faces in the crowd will smile again

And the devil may cry

The devil may cry at the end of the night”

Your audience is waiting for you. They are prepared to praise
you. Allow you to commit your sins so Devils it’ll bring the devil himself to
tears. 

“The light will shine through the rain

And heaven will hear them call your name”

Once your job is done, the silver lining will appear. And the
gods will praise you louder than your admirers

“And home will feel like home again

Corruption will fill your brain”

You’ll be back in your comfort zone, happy and at peace. But
what you don’t know is that you will have been manipulated by something more
destructive the entire time 

 

“Faces in the crowd

Faces in the crowd will smile again

And the devil may cry

The devil may cry at the end of the night

Faces in the crowd

Faces in the crowd will smile again

And the devil may cry

The devil may cry at the end of the night”

 

“They will parade upon your victory

They will parade upon your victory

You’ll put a smile upon their faces

The world will be yours for the taking

The story you birth will be ageless

Just learn to love pain and be patient”

Regardless of how much damage you’ve done, the world will still
praise you. You give them so much joy and happiness. They’ll give you all that
you desire as a reward for a job well done. You will become legendary, historic,
and will last for lifetimes. All you have to do is accept the chaos that you’ve
created and learn to live with it

 

“Faces in the crowd

Faces in the crowd will smile again

And the devil may cry

The devil may cry at the end of the night

Faces in the crowd

Faces in the crowd will smile again

And the devil may cry

The devil may cry at the end of the night”

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The birds pt 2“She said pleaseMercy meMercy meLet me fall…

The birds pt 2

“She said please

Mercy me

Mercy me

Let me fall out of love

Before you fuck her

Before you fuck her

She begged me”

She knows that she’s in too deep with me. She’s addicted and she
can’t help it. She’s desperate. She doesn’t want her heart to be broken, so she
wants me to wait before i fuck anyone else. I don’t know if I can

“She gave me all her pills

Now her back hurts

Oh she lost control

Now she pleading”

She wanted to do what she felt necessary to keep me satisfied.
Even if hat meant she had to suffer physically. She just doesn’t know what else
to do. She’s lost, damaged and desperate. 

“She on the floor

She on the floor

Baby girl quite pleading

She on the floor

She on the floor

She said it won’t be long

Before she falls out of love

It won’t be long

Before she falls out of love”

She’s on her knees, but not just for that reason. She doesn’t
want me to leave yet. She wants to fall out of love first. And is convinced
that it’s only a matter of time. We both know that isn’t true

 

“Sandpaper kisses, paper cut bliss
Don’t know what this is, but it all leads to this
You’re gonna leave her
You have deceived her
Oh just a girl”

“Just a bird”

I come and go as I please. I never stay in one place for long.
And as much as you try to chase me, I’m just gonna fly away…I’m just gonna
leave…

“I tried to kiss you

But you never let me miss you

But you never let me miss you

I thought I told you

I’m not him

I’m not him”

You never let me feel what it’s like to be without you. I may
have taken the place of your ex but I’m nothing like the man you used to love.
You always knew deep down that I could never really care about you. And it
hurts you now to know this, but you’ve already fallen for me

“Look what you did

Nobody forced your hand

Don’t you fall for a nigga like me

I begged, I begged”

I tried to warn you, I made it so clear in the beginning, but
you didn’t listen. Now your heart is breaking, you’re confused, upset,
emotional. It’s devastating to see you like this but there’s nothing I can
do. 

“Now you’re pleading
She on the floor
She on the floor
Now you’re pleading
She on the floor
She on the floor”

“She said it won’t be long
Before she falls out of love
It won’t be long
Before she falls out of love”

“Sandpaper kisses, paper cut bliss
Don’t know what this is, but it all leads to this
You’re gonna leave

If she only knew

Her
You have deceived her”

“Just a girl (just a bird)
Just a girl (just a bird)
Just a girl (just a bird)
Just a girl (just a bird)
Just a girl (just a bird)”

All I Know“The reasons I can’t have you, are so easy to…

All I Know

“The reasons I can’t have you, are so easy to fix”

Theres no reason why I can’t claim you as my own

“I didn’t really plan to, but I’mma do it for this”

It wasn’t my intention, I should have even been
interested, but for you, I’ll make an exception.

“The reasons I can’t have you, isn’t so complicated
Baby if you let me I won’t hesitate”

It’s not that hard to make this work, just give me a
small window of opportunity an I’ll show you. Let you see what you’ve been
missing…

“All I know, all I know is this
All I know, all I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know is this”

The only thing I know well is this: the lifestyle, the
thrill, the anxious sensation of making you and whoever do whatever I want,
while at the same time opening a door to your most forbidden and erotic fantasies.
I’ve been this way my whole life, I don’t know any other way to live. It’s who
I am. It’s all I know…

“I know there’s been stigma ‘round me
I know you heard things about me”

I know there are rumors circulating about who I am; I’m
almost sure that they’re mostly true. And I know you’ve heard these and maybe wanted
to remain optimistic, but deep down you know they’re true.

“You sleep one eye closed
Too scared to get heartbroke 
Heard too many lies told
Don’t make this shit unfold”

You’re paranoid to lay up with me, I understand. But instead
of listening to everyone else, try listening to me. I’m willing to make expectations
for you, that must count for something. I know you’re afraid of loving me and
giving me your all, but don’t be.

“I could tell why you would doubt me
I hit one time, you can’t live without me”

It’s clear why you feel this way; I’m like a drug to you,
after your first trip, you want to feel like this forever. It happened to every
women who gets a taste. It’s nothing new to me.

“Girl I’m just peakin’, I’m just tryna be on top of you
On top of you”

Now that you’ve had your way and gotten what you wanted,
let me get what I want from you. Let me have you…

“All I know
All I know, all I know, all I know
All I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know
All I know
All I know, all I know, all I know
All I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know…
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know is this
Is this, is this”

FUTURE’S VERSE UNANALYZED

“Sleep with one eye open
I’m terrified to get my heart broke
Blood talkin’ like a Piru
Fuck with me, nigga, gon’ die slow
Lamborghini make you Crip walk
I’m splashin’ off with my side hoe
Full of these medicals, bitches, got several
She eat the dick up, like it’s an edible
Then I get back to my capital
I got the Glock on the passenger
I got these tropical fantasies
They gon’ remember my legacy
Hang out the roof of the Ghost
The cash in my pocket spill right on the floor
The cash in my pocket spill out in the floor
When the cash overflow, let the cash overflow
I done fucked a bitch that boogie
Have you ever, ever fucked a bitch that boogie?
I done fucked a bitch that boogie
I done, I done, I done fucked a bitch that boogie
I done fucked a bitch conceited
I done fucked a few, few bitches conceited
We just wanna say we did it
We just wanna say we did it
I know like you know
I keep that trigger beside me
I know like you know
You just another body
I know like you know
I keep that trigger beside me
I know like you know
You just another body
Have you fucked a bitch this pretty?
Hit her on the first night and went and bought titties
Have you fucked a bitch this pretty?
Hit her on the first night and went and bought titties
Niggas always sneak dissin’
We gon’ continue, fuckin’ they bitches
I ain’t just fucking that bitch
I been all the way up, makin’ love to that bitch”

“All I know
All I know, all I know, all I know
All I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know
All I know
All I know, all I know, all I know
All I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know…
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know is this
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know
All I know, all I know, all I know, all I know is this
Is this, is this”