Category: my dear melancholy

we’re alone together

we’re alone together

Unfazed (Abel’s Verse only) “I’m unfaz…

Unfazed (Abel’s Verse only)

“I’m unfazed (woah)
I’m unfazed (woah)
I’m unfazed (woah)
I’m unfazed (woah)
I’m unfazed
I’m unfazed
I’m unfazed
I’m unfazed
I’m unfazed, ooh yeah (woah)
I’m unfazed, ooh yeah (woah)
I’m unfazed, ooh yeah (woah)
I’m unfazed (woah)
I’m unfazed (yeah, yeah)
I’m unfazed (yeah, yeah)
I’m unfazed (yeah, yeah)
I’m unfazed (yeah, yeah)”

“Turn that girl into a bad bitch
Turn that girl into a savage
And you might think she’s outstanding
Make that girl go through practice”
She seems naturally elegant and lady like, but after one night with me, she’s be completely transformed into something unknown to your usual type.

“Take three Xannies like a hat trick
Take another pill for that magic”
We’re about to get as close to the edge as we can get; it’s really the only way we can enjoy the night.

“These models ‘bout to get ratchet
These models ’bout to get ratchet”

“Give a fuck about what a source say
Don’t attach me to your name”
Just because social media is saying we cool doesn’t mean we are; get it right.

“All they wanted was more fame
All they wanted was more fame”
They figured getting attached to me would give them a higher rank, as if that matters to me.

“And you were always a distraction
It was never gonna last, and”
Honestly you’re just keeping me from striving and moving forward. This ‘relationship’ you’re trying to fabricate isn’t going anywhere.

“They will always be the past, and
They just tryna get reactions from me”
All the old stories get old real quick; they’ll remain irrelevant to me. The only reason they even come up now is because people wanna know if o still care. But clearly, you can tell me looking at my life without them, that i don’t…

Til dawn“I tell myself that I’ll t…

Til dawn

“I tell myself that I’ll take you for the last time

I’ll be over you eventually

Time after time, you seem to push me off

I understand what we have become”

This is it; after
tonight, I’ll be done with you for good. You’re so good, though. I’m addicted
to every inch of you. And maybe it’s because you treat me the way I treat
them. 

“You wash your neck when you leave, now I know your
routine

I was in love with your mystery

Now I just take what I can get from you

I’m not embarrassed to be what you want me to be”

You have to clean yourself up before you leave so no one
will suspect a thing. The fact that I don’t know much more about what it is you
do turns me on something severe. I accept whatever it is you give me. I’m not
ashamed 

“‘Cause unlike you I got nothing to hide

I don’t pretend to have any shame

I got a box we could put all your lies in

Until the end of days”

You have everything to lose if the world found out you
were with me. Unlike you, if the world knew about us, I wouldn’t run and hide.
So whatever lies you have to tell yourself are safe with me

“You know that I will be a call away

The call you make when you’re all alone

And I know that I will always be the one

You repent when you are done”

If you ever need me for anything, just hit me up. Once
you’re done with me you can leave. Use me however you please. As long as I can
be with you, I don’t care how. 

“Well here comes the sun

And you’re in my arms

And my denial keeps me on the edge of the chance

That you’ll stay through the night”

The morning has come but you’re still here laying next to
me. Something in me is telling me that you’ll stay for good. I hope that it’ll
be true; I tell myself that tonight will be the night but il always
wrong. 

“You
just wanna fill the void now
I can tell that you’ve been yelling at him all night long”

You
just want to forget what it feels like to be empty. You’re so sick and tired of
dealing with him, with someone who causes you so much grief that you’ll step
out with me any chance you get.

“And I can hear it in your voice now
He got you smoking extra packs a day”

He’s
stressing you out to the point that you’re destroying yourself. It’s pathetic really
but I understand.

“Don’t you worry bout me talking
I know why you’ve been coming
I’ll be quiet this ain’t nothing to me
Just wrap your legs around my waist
I won’t stop until you ask me
Don’t you worry bout us messing up my sheets”

I
won’t go around spreading what we do here to anyone else, I’m simply your
therapy session; I help ease the pain that he causes one stroke at a time. I’ll
do anything for you as long as you keep providing me what I want. And if you
decided when it’s all said and done that you’re done with me, that’s fine too.

“’Cause unlike you I got nothing to hide

I don’t pretend to have any shame

I got a box we could put all your lies in

Until the end of days”

“You know that I will be a call away

The call you make when you’re all alone

And I know that I will always be the one

You repent when you are done”

“Well
here comes the sun
And you’re in my arms
And my denial keeps me on the edge of the chance
That you’ll stay through the night”

“Well
here comes the sun
And you’re in my arms
And my denial keeps me on the edge of the chance
That you’ll stay through the night”

“You’re
gonna hate him
Then you’ll want me
Then you’ll miss him
Then you’ll hate me
Girl, I know you so well
Girl, I know your routine”

“You’re
gonna hate him
Then you’ll want me
Then you’ll miss him
Then you’ll hate me
Girl, I know you so well
Girl, I know your routine”

You’ve
done this to me so many times, it’s impossible at this point to hurt my
feelings. Maybe it’s because of you I don’t have any to give to someone who
actually cares about me. But I’ll survive.

“Well
here comes the sun
And you’re in my arms
And my denial keeps me on the edge of the chance
That you’ll stay through the night”

 

“Well here comes the sun

And you’re in my arms

And my denial keeps me on the edge of the chance

That you’ll stay through the night”

The knowing “I know what you didI knowSo…

The knowing 

“I know what you did

I know

So I’ma let you taste her

I ain’t washing my sins

I ain’t washing my sins”

You and I are two in the same. You can’t keep secrets
from me. I don’t regret the mistakes I’ve made so you can feel what I’ve done
with them. 

“Now we’re lying about the nights

Hiding it all behind the smiles

Take a look at what you did”

You’ve got me deceiving you the same way you deceive me.
We act as if everything is fine, but we both know the truth behind our lies.
This is all because of the damage you’ve created. 

“You probably thought that you’d break my heart

You probably thought that you’d make me cry

But baby it’s okay

I swear it’s okay

‘Cause I know everything”

You can’t hide your lies and secrets forever. I know you
thought it would destroy me, break me, ruin my life, but nothing hurt worse
than you keeping it all from me. I don’t care about what you’ve done, I only
care about what you did to respond. As if it would stay a secret for long. I
have eyes in all places, voices from regions you aren’t even aware of. I knew
before you even finished. I always knew. 

“Now
these tops don’t twist like they did before”

These
liquor bottles don’t feel me the way they did in the beginning

“Tried to keep you out
And you are done”

I
tried to keep you away, because you don’t seem to know how to behave when you
get out of your head.

“But baby it don’t hurt
Oh, like you thought it would
The more of you the merrier”

Your
behavior isn’t going to stop me from doing what I want, it won’t even slow me
down. In all honesty, I expected it from you. You’re the type of girl that’s down
for whatever, and I’m the type of guy that doesn’t give a fuck. So I you ever
decided to leave, I can say I saw it coming a mile away…

“Now
we’re lying about the nights
Hiding it all behind the smiles
Take a look at what you did, hey
You probably thought that you’d break my heart
You probably thought that you’d make me cry
Baby it’s okay
It’s okay”

“I
know everything
I know everything
I know everything
I know everything”

I Was Never There “What makes a grown man wan…

I Was Never There

“What makes a grown man wanna cry?
What makes him wanna take his life?”
What’s the only thing in the world capable to breaking down the soul and spirit of a man to the point where he has nothing left to live for?

“His happiness is never real
And mindless sex is how he feels”
When the joy escapes him and the love he once felt is gone, all he has left is lust and that will never be enough to replace the lost light.

“When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter
It won’t matter
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter
It won’t matter “
When the faithful moment comes that’s I’m out of the picture, it won’t make much of a difference anyway.

“It was like I was never there
It was like he was gone in thin air
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter
it won’t matter”
Everything will continue to move forward in the world and My exist will be as it was before, meaningless…

“When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter, it won’t matter
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter, it won’t matter
It was like I was never there
It was like he was gone in thin air
When it’s time, when it’s time, when it’s time
It won’t matter, it won’t matter”

“and now I know what love is
And I know it ain’t you for sure”
I’ve felt love, passion and happiness. It isn’t even close to what you truly are.

“You’d rather something toxic
So, I’ll poison myself again, again
‘Til I feel nothing
In my soul”
You want something as acidic and deadly as you, so i had to slowly kill off pieces of myself just to make you happy, and so i could feel again, but it wasn’t even worth it…

“I’m on the edge of something breaking
I feel my mind is slowly fadin’
If I keep going, I won’t make it
If I keep going, I won’t make it
And it’s all because of you
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you”
It won’t be long now until I’ve lost all of myself. My mind, body, and spirit alike will be reduced to nothing. And if i continue on this path, it won’t only be my destruction, but the destruction of everything around and all who are caught in the crossfire. And it’s all your fault…

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Still vibing to Wasted Times like it’s still b…

Still vibing to Wasted Times like it’s still brand new…

Who do you belong to now? Who you give that lo…

Who do you belong to now?
Who you give that love to now?
Who you pullin’ up on?
Who you gettin’ sprung for now?

Outside“I’ll let you show me his movesLe…

Outside

“I’ll let you show me his moves

Let you do what he taught you

Let you reminisce how you used to do”

When we’re in bed together, do whatever you need to do to get
ready, even if that means doing the things that you and him use to do. Any
tricks you may have picked up from him, kinks that you prefer, even think about
what you use to have with him. 

“Girl I’m open to anything that’ll get you into that zone

And understand that we’re all alone

So you can slowly take off your clothes

Baby girl you know what’s in store”

I’m an open minded guy, and whatever you need to do to get ready
is always welcomed with me. It’s just here so get undressed. You know what to
expect from me. 

“Baby I will stay up all night

And I’ve been goin’ hard since last night

And I’mma go harder tonight

Wish you can see you through my eyes”

I can last for days, and never quit or get restless. I wish you
could see how beautiful you looked right now. 

“I’m tellin’ you this ain’t the same

And I know he’s still in your brain

I’m ‘bout to burn that shit into flames

Once I’m in you, baby”

I know what you’re used to, but this is unlike anything you’ve
ever had. You still remember how he feels, how he touched, how he fucked. But after tonight, you won’t have a trace
of him left to cling to. It’ll only be me. 

“Forget what you know

Make yourself at home

‘Cuz baby when I’m finished with ya you won’t wanna go
outside”

Get comfortable, relax. You’ll be mine for the night. You’ll be
so sprung off of me when this is all over that you’ll never want to
leave. 

“And I’mma work you like a pro, baby
And, you gon’ take it like one
Yeah you gon’ take it like one
And I’mma give it like you asked for it
Why, cuz you been talkin’ ’bout it
I know you been talkin’ ’bout it”

This isn’t a beginners course for me; I’m going
to give it to you hard, long, and deep, and that’s how you’re going to have it.
No less.

“Baby when I’m done with you, why
You ain’t sayin nothin’
Yeah you ain’t sayin nothin’
Ooh baby when I’m done with you, why
You ain’t sayin nothin’
Yeah you ain’t sayin nothin’”

When it’s all said and done, you’ll be on hush
mode; you were talking a lot of game at one point. You didn’t think I could
measure up to your last, when in actuality he can’t measure up to me. In fact,
no one can.

“You gon’ make me show off
All the pain that you feel you can tell that we
ain’t makin no love
But I’ll pretend
Oh girl, I’ll pretend
If you pretend then girl I’ll pretend
Let’s make it seem like we’re all we need in
the end”

I’m planning on being my cockiest with you
tonight. You think I can’t hang or that I’ll make it sweet and gentle. That’s
not how I play; I’m tough and I play hard. It’s no love making in this room,
only hard core fucks. But if it helps get you off, I’ll let you that I love you
and you’re only mine. If it makes you feel better, I’ll lie in to face until I make
you come, and when it’s over you’ll never hear from me again…

“Forget what you know
Make yourself at home
‘Cuz baby when I’m finished with ya you won’t
wanna go
Outside”

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