“Enjoy your privileged life
‘Cause I’m not gonna hold you through the night”
I hope you’re happy with the life you chose. Because I’m not gonna be here to keep you company anymore.
“We said our last goodbyes
So let’s just try to end it with a smile”
We have our closure, it’s all over; let’s not stay bitter towards each other. No hard feelings?
“And I don’t wanna hear that you are suffering
You are suffering no more”
and don’t come to me complaining that your heart is broken, your heart isn’t as damaged as mine. You don’t feel this pain. It’s not the same.
“’Cause I held you down when you were suffering
You were suffering”
You didn’t hurt when you were mine, and you won’t hurt after I’m gone; but i will.
“Lose your way, way, way
I got two red pills to take the blues away
Blues away, way, way
I got two red pills to take the blues away”
I’ve become something I’m not use to so i could adjust to you. Now that you’re gone, i need a former substitute to deal with the pain, something I’m comfortable with, that’s I’ve had before, that’s I’ve longed for for so long.
“And I’ma fuck the pain away, and I know I’ll be okay”
I just need to fuck this out of my system or until i feel nothing again.
“They said our love is just a game, I don’t care what they say”
Our relationship was never real to the world, but it was real to us. Well…it was real to me.
“But I’ma drink the pain away, I’ll be back to my old ways”
I’m resorting back to my old life, and i don’t know how i feel about it yet.
“And I got two red pills to take the blues away”
And that included popping pills I’ve got so long avoided. I don’t know where this will go…
“I don’t wanna hear that no more, no more
No more, no more
I don’t wanna hear that no more”