Category: trilogy

Just ask the lonely…

Blinding Lights

“I’ve been tryna call

I’ve been on my own for long enough

Maybe you can show me how to love, maybe”

I cant seem to get in touch with you no matter how hard I’ve tried. It’s been difficult for me emotionally, and I’m hoping you can help.

“I’m going through withdrawals

You don’t even have to do too much

You can turn me on with just a touch, baby”

I’m so obsessed, so addicted to you, that your mere presents could satisfy me right now.

“I look around and Sin City’s cold and empty

No one’s around to judge me

I can’t see clearly when you’re gone”

In this familiar setting, everything’s a blur. I feel lost and confused and out of place even when i should be comfortable and at ease. It’s just not the same without you.

“I said…I’m blinded by the lights

No, I can’t sleep until I feel your touch”

You’re aura is overwhelming to me. And you’re energy is so addicting i cant even sleep without it.

“I said…I’m drowning in the night

Oh, when I’m like this, you’re the one I trust”

This lifestyle is overwhelming to me. I cant trust anyone; it’s like they all want to take advantage of me. But not you, never you…

“I’m running out of time

‘Cause I can see the sun light up the sky

So I hit the road in overdrive, baby”

I’ve got to beat the day. I have to find you. I have to let you know what’s going on with me and how i feel. I need you to know.

“Oh, the city’s cold and empty

No one’s around to judge me

I can’t see clearly when you’re gone”

“I said…I’m blinded by the lights

No, I can’t sleep until I feel your touch”

“I said…I’m drowning in the night

Oh, when I’m like this

You’re the one I trust”

“I’m just walking by to let you know

I can never say it on the phone

Will never let you go this time”

I had to see you in person, face to face. It’s so important that just calling wouldn’t cut it. I cant lose you again…

“I said…I’m blinded by the lights

No, I can’t sleep until I feel your touch”

This is beautiful…

Heartless

“Never need a bitch, I’m what a bitch needs

Trying to find the one that can fix me”

I dont need these women for anything. If anything l, they’re out here looking for me to make their lives better, more exciting. In the mean time I’ve been hoping to stumble upon one that’ll actually make a difference in my life rather than waste my time.

“I’ve been dodging death in the six-speed

Amphetamine got my stomach feeling sickly”

To past the time, I’ve been cheating death; putting myself in situations that are complex to get out of, but i love it somehow.

“Yeah, I want it all now

I’ve been running through the pussy, need a dog pound

Hundred models getting faded in the compound

Trying to love me but they never get a pulse down”

My life is at an all time high. I’ve got beautiful models throwing themselves at my feet, I’m fucking so much it’s almost hard to keep up, and yet somehow each girl thinks she’s gonna be the one to change my life. But they’re all wrong. None of them could.

“’Cause I’m heartless

And I’m back to my ways ‘cause I’m heartless

All this money and this fame got me heartless

Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless”

I’ve lost it once again; my ability to feel, to love, to care. I’ve resorted back to how i use to be but this time it’s worse. Now I’ve got money, fame, the attention of the world and everyone in it.

“Said I’m heartless

Trying to be a better man but I’m heartless

Never be a wedding plan but I’m heartless

Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless”

I tries to do right, be just, be humble, but none of that seem to matter to these people so fuck it. I might as well do what makes me happy. And even though i may never settle down, i can say at least I’ll never be boring.

“Said I’m heartless

So much pussy, it be falling out the pocket

Metro Boomin, turn this hoe into a mosh pit

Tesla pill got me flying like a cockpit”

And every night it’s the same kinda party. I dont mind too much. These bitches acting wild, I’m reckless, chasing the dragon of adrenaline and hoping that i make it to see tomorrow. Just like old time but with a few new friends.

“Yeah, I gotta watch it

Call me up, turn that pussy to a faucet”

As soon as she hits my line I’ve over with. I’ll get her where she wants to be, and still get my fix.

“Duffel bag full of drugs and a rocket

Stix drunk but he never miss a target”

And if course we have plenty of fun and games. I’d anyone decided to act up, they’re dead. Just because my shooters fucked up doesn’t mean he’ll miss his target.

“Photoshoots, I’m a star now

I’m talkin’ Time, Rolling Stone and Bazaar now”

I’ve made it so big and come so far. On magazines and doing photoshoots for people who wouldn’t even look my ways few years ago.

“Selling dreams to these girls with their guard down

Seven years I been swimming with the sharks now”

Telling lies, broken promises and empty dreams to young and naive girls who’ll do anything i say. For damn near a decade I’ve been fighting for this, but it’s all starting to come back to how it was before.

“’Cause I’m heartless

And I’m back to my ways cause I’m heartless

All this money and this fame got me heartless

Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless”

“Said I’m heartless

Tryna be a better man but I’m heartless

Never be a wedding plan but I’m heartless

Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless”

“I lost my heart and my mind

I tried to always do right

I thought I lost you this time

You just came back in my life”

But something in me broke. I changed. I didnt want to be the villain anymore and i thought you’d be able to help me be better. But then, you went away and i thought I’d be lost forever.

“You never gave up on me

I’ll never know what you see

I don’t do well when alone

You hear it clearly in my tone”

You know me better than i know myself and that scares me. I trust you more than i trust myself and that scares me too. I dont know why i can never shake you, and i dont think i ever want to. I just don’t want to be alone again. You’ve helped once before, you know how i am when I’m not right. Don’t leave anymore.

“’Cause I’m heartless

And I’m back to my ways cause I’m heartless

All this money and this pain got me heartless

Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless”

“Said I’m heartless

Tryna be a better man but I’m heartless

Never be a wedding plan but I’m heartless

Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless”

Baby

“I’m hella posted in the TRUMP now
I think I’ve finally fell in love now
Her name is Tammy, she got hella bitches
She let me fuck ‘em while my niggas film it”

I find myself in this
luxurious hotel suite. I also think I’ve found my soul mate. She’s a women
loving woman who lets me watch her go down on her girlfriends. And I get to
record it.

“My place so empty, need
a centerpiece
Twenty racks a table, cut from ebony
She cut that ivory into skinny pieces
Then she clean it with her face, man, I love my baby

Man, I love my baby,
man, I love my baby
Trust me, trust me, I love my baby
Man, I love my baby, man, I love my baby, trust me, trust me”

“I
turned the Ritz into a poor house
It’s like eviction number four now
Go ‘head an’ ash it on the floor now
Girl, go ‘head an’ show me how you go down”

“Man, I feel my whole
body peakin’
An’ I’m fuckin’ anybody with they legs wide
Got me higher than a nigga from the westside
Eastcoast nigga reppin’ northside, never waste a ho’s time”

“Bitch, I’m
on my own time, fuck a nigga cosign
‘Cause I get it better like proline, baby girl, I don’t lie
Used to have no money for a crib
Now my room service still cost your whole life”

“Nigga try to me step
me, I go all-out military
I’m camo’d all-out like I’m in the military
Free my nigga Jack, wish he was out in February
Perfect time to come out for the album drop
But this shit a throwaway”

“I got ’em sweatin’ off a throwaway
Man, this shit is such a throwaway
(This ain’t that album shit, man, this just a throwaway)”

This is just something
I’m spit balling. Its not even worth keeping.

“I don’t seem to have you niggas ’round me
All I do is cut niggas from ’round me
An’ they know the reason why they got cut
You can lie to the best just to get a buzz”

There are some people I
don’t associate with anymore. They know who they are, and they know why. You
can’t use me to get a com up and then pretend that I didn’t help you either it.

“’Cause these niggas
know I do everything
Puppet master over heads, I’m pullin’ strings
Nigga, I’m the reason everybody gettin’ high
Singin’ slow, rockin’ camo tees and white hoes”

I’m the ring leader
around here. They know I run the show, and I control the parties, the women,
the drugs, and the lifestyle.

“But they can have it, I
touch any lane
Man, it don’t matter, kill it anyway
Arenas in the spring, I’m hella paid
That means hella face, hella mouth, hella brain”

I have the talent and
the means to support myself and my team. If a hater wants to pass me, they can
have my sloppy seconds, I can get it from any angle. And when the checks clear,
its party time for us all.

“These bitches goin’
hard, they losin’ shame
I got ’em trainin’ like they losin’ weight
I’m in Miami, I fuck every day
I never slow the pace, this shit’s a throwaway”

And the girls do
whatever I want them to do; they so strung out on drugs that they slimming
down. I take a day trip to Miami and get this girls to go down on me, but it doesn’t
matter, because this shit is getting gone.

“I got ’em sweatin’ off a throwaway (yeah, mhm)
Man, this shit is such a throwaway, yeah, yeah
(This ain’t that album shit, man, this just a throwaway)”

House of balloons

“Been on another level

Since you came

No more pain”

Being with you is a different type of high with me. I can’t feel
anything and that’s exactly how I want it

“You look into my eyes

You can’t recognize my face

You’re in my world now

You can stay

You can stay

But you belong to me

You belong to me”

These drugs have taken over me, and turned me into someone unrecognizable.
But this is where I fit in, where I call home. And I’ve invited you in. If you
want to be a part of my world, you have to give yourself to me. 

“If it hurts to breathe

Open the window

Oh, your mind wants to leave

But you can’t go”

I know there’s a lot of smoke in the air, so let’s cool it out a
bit. I know you want to leave but something I keeping you hear with me. 

“This is a happy house, we’re happy here
In a happy house, oh this is fun, fun, fun, fun

FUN, fun, fun, fun

Fun, Fun, Fun, Fun, Oohhhhhhhh…”

We’re having a good time at the house of
balloon party. Just relax and enjoy yourself.

“Music got you lost
Nights pass so much quicker than the days did
Same clothes, you ain’t ready for your day shift”

You’re starting to lose track of time. Think
are happening so fast around us that you don’t even know what day it is
anymore. And I thought you had to be at work in the morning?

“This place will burn you up
But baby it’s okay, them my niggas next door
And they working in the trap, so get naughty if you want”

If you move too quick in here, you’ll lose
yourself next. And don’t worry about the guys, they trapping next door, and
that’s where their focus is. So we can do whatever we want in here,
undisturbed.

“So don’t blame it on me that you didn’t call your home
So don’t blame it on me, girl, ‘cause you wanted to have fun”

Just keep in mind that you wanted to be here, you wanted
to experience thing life with me, so if your family comes looking for you, just
remember that none of this is my fault. I was just trying to show you a good
time, but you got carried away…but I don’t mind…

“If it hurts to breathe, open the window
Oh, your mind wants to leave but you can’t go
This is a happy house, we’re happy here
In a happy house, oh this is fun, fun, fun, fun

FUN, fun, fun, fun

Fun, Fun, Fun, Fun, Oohhhhhhhh…”

Rescue you 

“Saw my signal from afar

Lonely heart sitting at the bar

I’ma try to save you from his flames”

I could sense you, reaching out to me. Trying to get in touch
with me. Your ex, he did you bad. Maybe I can help with that. 

“Come with me, you don’t have to think

Had a long day I could tell by your drink

Take a look at me, I promise I will be,

All the things you wanted him to be”

I can sooth your thoughts for a while. You’ve had it rough, your
drink is strong. I know you can tell already that I can treat you better than
he could

“Do you, always seem to fight cause I, can tell

Wipe away ‘em tears and I,

Can help, help you through your misery,

Hospitality that you need from me”

The two if you don’t get along, at all. He hurts you
emotionally. I know what it is you need, and that’s someone that’ll make you
smile more and cry less

“And, girl, I can hear the pain inside, your voice

Argue every night, but that’s a choice and I can take it all
away”

It hurts to even bring it up. I’ll give you a choice, now; go
back home to him and live miserably, or some with me instead

“Let me rescue you,

I can see the truth

I can see right through the pain

Let me rescue you,

Let me fill his shoes,

No more tears running down your face”

Let me save you. Don’t lie to me and tell me you’re happy, it’s
clear that you’re missing something. I can give you something so much better.
Let me prove it to you

“I can take you there,

Girl, fly you through the air

Girl, I can be your superhero

Fly you through the stars

Let me light up your darkness

I can be your superhero”

I can take you away from all this; his lies, his pain, his
ignorance. I can give you everything you wanted. But you have I let me
in. 

“Tryna free you from his cage,
It’s a mental prison break
Baby, we can leave, my heart is the key”

It’s been a tough road but here we are. I’ve been
doing my best to get you out of your situation and into a more comfortable one,
hopefully starring me. I can give you my love in the mean time to replace what
you’ve lost.

“You’re a damsel in distress
Looking at your eyes I can see the stress
Take a look at me, promise I will be
All the things you wanted him to be”

It’s not every day I get to rescue a lady in
need. And I can tell you’re exhausted form putting on so much work and trying
so hard. But if you put your heart in my hands, I promise you, you won’t regret
it.

 

“Do you, always seem to fight cause I, can tell

Wipe away ’em tears and I,

Can help, help you through your misery,

Hospitality that you need from me.

And, girl, I can hear the pain inside, your voice

Argue every night, but that’s a choice and I can take it all
away”

“Let me rescue you,

I can see the truth

I can see right through the pain

Let me rescue you,

Let me fill his shoes,

No more tears running down your face”

“I can take you there,

Girl, fly you through the air

Girl, I can be your superhero

Fly you through the stars

Let me light up your darkness

I can be your superhero”

Wanderlust

“Is it so hard to say the same thing?
And you’re so weak to say the same thing
And burn a hole into your apprehensiveness
And let the wildfire shine”

Why should I have to ask you the same
questions over and over again. Don’t worry about a thing, we’ve both been in
this situation before. This should be easy for you by now. Just relax and cut
loose. I wont judge

“And repeat after me
Good girls go to heaven,
And bad girls go everywhere
And tonight I will love you
And tomorrow you won’t care”

Tonight’s events are routine for us. We all
know the sins we commit, the lies we’ve told, the promises we’ve broken. There’s
no room in heaven for people like us. And even though tonight I’m prepared to give
you my all and love you with everything have, in the morning you’ll leave me
and it won’t even matter enough to be a memory

“Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you. ”

You’re priceless and beautiful and he wants to lavish you the
way you deserve.

“You’re in love with something bigger than
love
You believe in something stronger than trust
Wanderlust
Wanderlust”

The wanderlust is your idea. It’s the lust that replaces love
and trust. You can’t trust anyone and you can’t love anyone but your sex is so
amazing that men throw themselves at you. You have to leave them because you can
never stay too attached. 

“Don’t you shy away from me

Just sacrifice your every last inhibition

I’m on your side

Don’t patronize

You know tonight

Is the only time we’ll have each other”

There’s no need to feel timid, I’ve explored you enough to understand
you. And we don’t have much time. Allow me to once again explore and crave you
as I’ve always done and let me make you feel something again.

“Why would you try to waste this precious time?

Cause tonight I’ll be right here

And tomorrow you won’t care”

You’re stalling for no reason. I belong to you for the night
because when the sun comes up you won’t ‘love’ me the same. 

“Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you. ”

“You’re in love with something bigger than love.

You believe in something stronger than trust.

Wanderlust

Wanderlust”

“They’re in love with this idea of love
It’s a shame that they’ll believe it will come
For us all
For us all”

And as the world watches are ‘relationship’
unfold, they pity us because they believe that all people are worthy of love
and affection, but they don’t know us too well…

“Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you.

Precious little diamond. I’ll give it all to you. ”

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