Category: trilogy

gems ✨

gems ✨

Wasted times 
“Wasted times I spent with someo…

Wasted times

“Wasted times I spent with someone else.
She wasn’t even half of you. Reminiscin’ how you felt. “
The past few months were a complete disappointment. I spend it with someone who didn’t even come close to you, and even when i was with her you were the only one on my mind

“And even though you put my life through hell,
I can’t seem to forget ‘bout you, (’bout you).
I want you to myself”
It was hard being with you; you didn’t make it easy for me, but i think that’s what made it meaningful. I don’t want to struggle with anyone else. I just want you 

“And now I’m askin’, who do you belong to now?
Who you give that love to now? Who you pullin’ up on?
Who you gettin’ sprung for now?”
Are you with someone else? Have you moved on and forgotten about me? Are you fixing yourself up to look your best for someone else? Who else is worthy of your time and attention?

“And what they got that I ain’t got? ‘Cause I got a lot.
Don’t make me run up on ’em, got me blowin’ up their spot.
‘Cause I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings anyway;
I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings
Catchin’ feelings”
Are they really that much better than me? I can pull up on you right now and prove to you I’m better. It’s crazy, the more i think about it, the more I realized I’ve lost myself in you. But i don’t care.

“These girls only want you when you’re winnin’ (winnin’)
But you’ve been with me from the beginnin’ (ooh, yeah, yeah)”
Groupie types are all the same, they only want you when you’re poppin’, but you were different. You saw all that glamour and it didn’t matter at all to you.

“And I know right now that we’re not talkin’ (not talkin’)
I hope you know this dick is still an option”
We haven’t spoken in a while, but if you hit me up right now and asked to fuck, i wouldn’t hesitate

“’Cause I’ll beat it up (I’ll beat it up, yeah)
I took my time to learn the way your body functions”
You know how i can make you feel, that indescribable feeling. It took some doing, but after studying your body so carefully for so many years, I’ve perfected my craft when it comes to satisfying you

“You were equestrian, so ride it like a champion (I’ll beat it)
This sex will get you high without no other substance”
You’re a pro at riding horses, so i want you to ride me like you know what you’re doing. When I’m finished with you, you’ll be so out of your mind, the feeling will resemble a handful of pills. 

“So who do you belong to now? (Who do you belong to now?)
Who you give that love to now? (Who you give that love to now?)
Who you pullin’ up on?
Who you gettin’ sprung for now? (Who you gettin’ sprung for now?)”

“And what they got that I ain’t got? ‘Cause I got a lot (I got a lot)
Don’t make me run up on ’em, got me blowin’ up their spot (blowin’ up their spot)
‘Cause I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings anyway
I ain’t got no business catchin’ feelings (feelings)”

“Wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t layin’ next to me
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t layin’ next to me”

Tell Your Friends

Tell Your Friends

Cxoachella

Cxoachella

Throwback to this

Throwback to this

Cxoachella

Cxoachella

Privilege “Enjoy your privileged life &lsquo…

Privilege

“Enjoy your privileged life
‘Cause I’m not gonna hold you through the night”
I hope you’re happy with the life you chose. Because I’m not gonna be here to keep you company anymore.

“We said our last goodbyes
So let’s just try to end it with a smile”
We have our closure, it’s all over; let’s not stay bitter towards each other. No hard feelings?

“And I don’t wanna hear that you are suffering
You are suffering no more”
and don’t come to me complaining that your heart is broken, your heart isn’t as damaged as mine. You don’t feel this pain. It’s not the same.

“’Cause I held you down when you were suffering
You were suffering”
You didn’t hurt when you were mine, and you won’t hurt after I’m gone; but i will.

“Lose your way, way, way
I got two red pills to take the blues away
Blues away, way, way
I got two red pills to take the blues away”
I’ve become something I’m not use to so i could adjust to you. Now that you’re gone, i need a former substitute to deal with the pain, something I’m comfortable with, that’s I’ve had before, that’s I’ve longed for for so long.

“And I’ma fuck the pain away, and I know I’ll be okay”
I just need to fuck this out of my system or until i feel nothing again.

“They said our love is just a game, I don’t care what they say”
Our relationship was never real to the world, but it was real to us. Well…it was real to me.

“But I’ma drink the pain away, I’ll be back to my old ways”
I’m resorting back to my old life, and i don’t know how i feel about it yet.

“And I got two red pills to take the blues away”
And that included popping pills I’ve got so long avoided. I don’t know where this will go…

“I don’t wanna hear that no more, no more
No more, no more
I don’t wanna hear that no more”

The Weeknd – Wicked Games ( My Version )Though…

The Weeknd – Wicked Games ( My Version )

Thought about doing this with the 2018 Abel so I gave it a try. Hope you guys like it.

Regular

What’s good, X’O…

…So i was going to post The Zone for my analysis tomorrow (if i havent done so already; to be honest I’m not sure) but the more i listen to I Was Never There from MDM, the deeper and deeper i fall in love with it so i might just mess around and do that. In my opinion, that song is soooo underrated, and i hate that i was drunk as fuck the first time i heard it. Even after i sobered up and heard it again, it didn’t HIT ME until days later. But i dont know, what do y’all think???

sleepy

sleepy